Wednesday, April 30, 2008
muse- "Time Is Running Out"
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh
ahhh i just love muse =D.
anyway, i can't seem to curb my dota addiction. =/
and ms kang called me kaypo when i asked jj for the answer.
haiz. let go luh. much better than caring.
2mr gonna chiong study ^^.
go airport then prime. what a big diff.
haiz. no more choir! cept the 22nd may thingy.
ahhhh. finally free.
the taste of freedom, so sweet.
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh
ahhh i just love muse =D.
anyway, i can't seem to curb my dota addiction. =/
and ms kang called me kaypo when i asked jj for the answer.
haiz. let go luh. much better than caring.
2mr gonna chiong study ^^.
go airport then prime. what a big diff.
haiz. no more choir! cept the 22nd may thingy.
ahhhh. finally free.
the taste of freedom, so sweet.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:40 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, April 28, 2008
mye in 4 more days. this is my first day studying. =o
well, i am addicted to muse. HAARP.
omg their concert in wembley stadium rocks.
matt bellamy sure can play the guitar.
i wanna buy the dvd soon after paying off my debts to qf. woah 63 dollars.
anyway, it just struck me that i suck in chem.
and i have to really work hard from now on.
well, no wonder you're in such a predicament.
your ignorance towards other people's genuine concern is disgusting.
no wonder you don't have so many friends.
well for a start you can think of how good they are to you and how bad you treat them.
ahhhh. my class people are so funny.
it seems that there is no dull moment when the word sex or anything that has to do with girls appear.
but sadly, its gonna last for about another 4-5 more months. why didn't we get to know each other like this.
sadly, its never about me. its always about other people. it never occurred to you that I'm trying my best to cheer you up. but no, you won't share anything with me to allow me to help. hah. isn't it ironic? and you complain that no one is there for you. fuck man, being too concerned is bad. to the extent where i don't even think of my well-being. oh yea, don't think i don't know what you asked him that day. please if you didn't ask him that question i wouldn't even be angry. pang sehers are lurbs. it never ceases to amaze how choir people are "genuinely" concerned for their peers. c'mon it's his birthday. me and qf bought a bigger cake just because so many people went. wtf waste our money somemore. assholes. and you're not even paying for it. so ironic. gahhh, fuck man if you are not caring then i won't too.
well, i am addicted to muse. HAARP.
omg their concert in wembley stadium rocks.
matt bellamy sure can play the guitar.
i wanna buy the dvd soon after paying off my debts to qf. woah 63 dollars.
anyway, it just struck me that i suck in chem.
and i have to really work hard from now on.
well, no wonder you're in such a predicament.
your ignorance towards other people's genuine concern is disgusting.
no wonder you don't have so many friends.
well for a start you can think of how good they are to you and how bad you treat them.
ahhhh. my class people are so funny.
it seems that there is no dull moment when the word sex or anything that has to do with girls appear.
but sadly, its gonna last for about another 4-5 more months. why didn't we get to know each other like this.
sadly, its never about me. its always about other people. it never occurred to you that I'm trying my best to cheer you up. but no, you won't share anything with me to allow me to help. hah. isn't it ironic? and you complain that no one is there for you. fuck man, being too concerned is bad. to the extent where i don't even think of my well-being. oh yea, don't think i don't know what you asked him that day. please if you didn't ask him that question i wouldn't even be angry. pang sehers are lurbs. it never ceases to amaze how choir people are "genuinely" concerned for their peers. c'mon it's his birthday. me and qf bought a bigger cake just because so many people went. wtf waste our money somemore. assholes. and you're not even paying for it. so ironic. gahhh, fuck man if you are not caring then i won't too.
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:16 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, April 27, 2008
happy birthday wc!
finally 15th eh? haha.
tall dude liao.
taller than me alr arh.
oh wait you've always been taller than me haha =x
anyway. woke up at 8.30 to go airport mac to do dnt.
haha we went T3-T1-T2 LOLOL just to go to the mac. wtf
stupid zul. then went back home and met qf.
after that got table and played pool luh.
ahah i owned qf's ass =/
wc owned mine. =/
in like a time frame of 9 hours, 5 people backed out.
the thing was so messy lar. wth
in the end only 11 people went to eat.
thats their loss. then we gave wc his gift, a ds game.
qf was so nice to lend him 2 other FF games. haha
then went to eatzi. woah nice place man.
the 1st page of the menu G_G.
30-40 plus dishes. we were like die lar.
then subsequently the prices got cheaper. heng arh
if not 10 people will lunge at me and stab me with the knives T_T.
the food was great! haha. we had a blast.
reminiscing the past and making fun of moses xP
then the cake arrived!
woah so cool they got birthday song in their music player. i was impressed.
anyway though we were from choir, we were off beat LOL.
the whole place was looking at us with smiles.
OREO CHEESECAKE!
then after that paid the bills. woah headache sia.
heng we got enuf. now i only left 4 dollars for the week. how cool is that.
it was fun lar. his presents all ex one lar =/
haha and kok and sher bought him a formal shirt
which they used me as a model LOLOL must be an insult to you ahah.
sorry, is the person really me? if it is please enlighten me. because i really don't know. sorry i treat you very harshly, today was a bad day. so many stupid stuff happened all at once. argh, i'm really sorry okay? stay happy.
finally 15th eh? haha.
tall dude liao.
taller than me alr arh.
oh wait you've always been taller than me haha =x
anyway. woke up at 8.30 to go airport mac to do dnt.
haha we went T3-T1-T2 LOLOL just to go to the mac. wtf
stupid zul. then went back home and met qf.
after that got table and played pool luh.
ahah i owned qf's ass =/
wc owned mine. =/
in like a time frame of 9 hours, 5 people backed out.
the thing was so messy lar. wth
in the end only 11 people went to eat.
thats their loss. then we gave wc his gift, a ds game.
qf was so nice to lend him 2 other FF games. haha
then went to eatzi. woah nice place man.
the 1st page of the menu G_G.
30-40 plus dishes. we were like die lar.
then subsequently the prices got cheaper. heng arh
if not 10 people will lunge at me and stab me with the knives T_T.
the food was great! haha. we had a blast.
reminiscing the past and making fun of moses xP
then the cake arrived!
woah so cool they got birthday song in their music player. i was impressed.
anyway though we were from choir, we were off beat LOL.
the whole place was looking at us with smiles.
OREO CHEESECAKE!
then after that paid the bills. woah headache sia.
heng we got enuf. now i only left 4 dollars for the week. how cool is that.
it was fun lar. his presents all ex one lar =/
haha and kok and sher bought him a formal shirt
which they used me as a model LOLOL must be an insult to you ahah.
sorry, is the person really me? if it is please enlighten me. because i really don't know. sorry i treat you very harshly, today was a bad day. so many stupid stuff happened all at once. argh, i'm really sorry okay? stay happy.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:56 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, April 25, 2008
Bullies
What is your first impression when you hear the word “bullies”? Well, most of you must be thinking of several elephantine figures who tower menacingly above the puny, low self-esteemed adolescence and radiate fear, turmoil and suffering to the public.
What is defined as bullies? Bullies are a group of individuals who feel that they are in a league out of the general population and would cause great suffering to their victims just to prove that perceived fact. They often harbour bitter feelings against a group of students or just one victim and would find every possible way to make his or her life as miserable as they can. Cruelly toying with their victims, these bullies seem to get a great deal of satisfaction and joy from the immense physical and mental suffering being inflicted to their victims. To these heartless beasts, their victims are often a seen as a source of irritation and a an opportunity to display their most creative punishments.
Although they seem to be high and mighty, these bullies are not completely perfect. They, too have a weakness. Bullies portray themselves as strong and intimidating foes ,often putting up a united front. But this illusion is just a façade, a cover for their weakness, fear and inferiority.
It seems that there is an abundance in the number of bullies in every community. They are like weeds, which require a tedious and taxing amount of effort to eradicate but they always seem to return after some time. Though there are bullies in different parts of the world, they all share a common trait, superiority complex. Superiority complex, is a subconscious desire developed by the individual as a result of feelings of inferiority. These feelings of inferiority are often brought about by real or perceived social rejection. When one possesses the superiority complex, they perceive themselves as a class higher than their victims and have an exaggeratedly positive opinion of their worth. These bullies require attention, power and a chance to permeate fear to their victims so that they can experience being of greater value compared to their victims and feel superior for the first time in their pitiful life. Also, individuals with such a mentality often come stick in groups. This is to ensure that the victims have no chance whatsoever to stand up against them.
But what do their victims experience? Sheer suffering and turmoil. The victims have to undergo cruel treatment and face the wrath of bullies. These painful experiences are etched in their memories forever and may even lead to a change in their character. Some may never get up from the unforgettable experiences and feel great about themselves due to the relentless name-calling and insulting verbal criticism being hurled at them by bullies. Sadly, these victims have to endure such unimaginable torment and will be scarred for life all because of the great deal of satisfaction the bullies acquire which is short-lived.
Most of the these heinous acts are done by teenagers in their schools. The bullies single out a victim from the mass crowd who has does things they deem weird. These victims are often the bookworms and tiny sized teenagers who almost look like toddlers and have little or no knowledge of how to protect themselves and stand up towards them. Thus, the bullies get a feeling of invincibility and eternal reign over the weak victims who are unable to fend for themselves.
Also, there seems to be an increasing trend of teenagers capturing their acts of violence and cruelty on their victims on recordable devices which are readily available in the market and uploading them onto the internet. These bullies simply just want fame, acknowledgement of their superiority from the world and justification of their savage acts. After a while, that happiness disappears like the wind and their thirst for dealing immense pain returns.
But, the most important thing is, what can schools do to prevent such acts of monstrosity from occurring? Teachers can have a one to one talk with the bullies to try to change their perception and guide them back on the right path when they have knowledge that such incidents happen.
But most of the time the victims are too afraid to tell their teachers and save themselves from the cruel reign of these bullies as they fear the enraged monsters would vent their increased anger and increase the intensity of their acts of violence. Sadly, though the school is heavily guarded and watched by the teacher’s eagle eyes, some actions often slip through their watchful eye. Also, though the school has immense control over the students, they have no power outside the school premises. Thus, many a times, the acts of bullying done by bullies on their victims are left uncaught and the bullies escape scot-free, leaving the pitiful victims with unforgettable and painful memories of their schooldays.
What is your first impression when you hear the word “bullies”? Well, most of you must be thinking of several elephantine figures who tower menacingly above the puny, low self-esteemed adolescence and radiate fear, turmoil and suffering to the public.
What is defined as bullies? Bullies are a group of individuals who feel that they are in a league out of the general population and would cause great suffering to their victims just to prove that perceived fact. They often harbour bitter feelings against a group of students or just one victim and would find every possible way to make his or her life as miserable as they can. Cruelly toying with their victims, these bullies seem to get a great deal of satisfaction and joy from the immense physical and mental suffering being inflicted to their victims. To these heartless beasts, their victims are often a seen as a source of irritation and a an opportunity to display their most creative punishments.
Although they seem to be high and mighty, these bullies are not completely perfect. They, too have a weakness. Bullies portray themselves as strong and intimidating foes ,often putting up a united front. But this illusion is just a façade, a cover for their weakness, fear and inferiority.
It seems that there is an abundance in the number of bullies in every community. They are like weeds, which require a tedious and taxing amount of effort to eradicate but they always seem to return after some time. Though there are bullies in different parts of the world, they all share a common trait, superiority complex. Superiority complex, is a subconscious desire developed by the individual as a result of feelings of inferiority. These feelings of inferiority are often brought about by real or perceived social rejection. When one possesses the superiority complex, they perceive themselves as a class higher than their victims and have an exaggeratedly positive opinion of their worth. These bullies require attention, power and a chance to permeate fear to their victims so that they can experience being of greater value compared to their victims and feel superior for the first time in their pitiful life. Also, individuals with such a mentality often come stick in groups. This is to ensure that the victims have no chance whatsoever to stand up against them.
But what do their victims experience? Sheer suffering and turmoil. The victims have to undergo cruel treatment and face the wrath of bullies. These painful experiences are etched in their memories forever and may even lead to a change in their character. Some may never get up from the unforgettable experiences and feel great about themselves due to the relentless name-calling and insulting verbal criticism being hurled at them by bullies. Sadly, these victims have to endure such unimaginable torment and will be scarred for life all because of the great deal of satisfaction the bullies acquire which is short-lived.
Most of the these heinous acts are done by teenagers in their schools. The bullies single out a victim from the mass crowd who has does things they deem weird. These victims are often the bookworms and tiny sized teenagers who almost look like toddlers and have little or no knowledge of how to protect themselves and stand up towards them. Thus, the bullies get a feeling of invincibility and eternal reign over the weak victims who are unable to fend for themselves.
Also, there seems to be an increasing trend of teenagers capturing their acts of violence and cruelty on their victims on recordable devices which are readily available in the market and uploading them onto the internet. These bullies simply just want fame, acknowledgement of their superiority from the world and justification of their savage acts. After a while, that happiness disappears like the wind and their thirst for dealing immense pain returns.
But, the most important thing is, what can schools do to prevent such acts of monstrosity from occurring? Teachers can have a one to one talk with the bullies to try to change their perception and guide them back on the right path when they have knowledge that such incidents happen.
But most of the time the victims are too afraid to tell their teachers and save themselves from the cruel reign of these bullies as they fear the enraged monsters would vent their increased anger and increase the intensity of their acts of violence. Sadly, though the school is heavily guarded and watched by the teacher’s eagle eyes, some actions often slip through their watchful eye. Also, though the school has immense control over the students, they have no power outside the school premises. Thus, many a times, the acts of bullying done by bullies on their victims are left uncaught and the bullies escape scot-free, leaving the pitiful victims with unforgettable and painful memories of their schooldays.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:32 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, April 24, 2008
skool has been so stressful.
loads of homework to be completed.
dnt to research on.
and birthday to plan.
and not forgetting that i'm gonna be short of money to put it all in place.
its just so fucked up when you have to question people over and over again and yet they're answers are all the same. i don't know leh, mye around the corner, maybe parents don't let. c'mon how many freaking times have i asked you to ask your parents about it. but no, you just don't seem to want to ask them.
sometimes, it just really pisses me off when you continue to whine about how sucky your life is and how bad your studies are. well apparently, your attitude and mentality reflects your results. thats just a fact and secondly, i have my o levels this year. it only comes once in a lifetime. unlike you, you can repeat your sec 3 life over and over again until you're fully prepared for it. so don't come and talk to me about you failing 6 subs. by putting in the correct effort, your results can improve. but my o levels will never come again. so now i don't have to study and somehow the straight As will appear. is that it? just spare a thought about how other people are suffering and trying to not make the pain so unbearable while you just accepting that your life sucks :)
well, i am tired, of having to wait up for you just because you made a verbal agreement to call back. and what happens in the end? no call. i, too have very important things to do like for example sleeping. yes i really lack of it and focusing on my dnt. so please spare a thought for other people.
oh yes, and not forgetting. please process every thought before saying it out loud. you almost killed me by saying too much to people who shouldn't know. well, you often say things without thinking which results in suffering and resentment to the people around you.
yes, i may have made mistakes. like for example persistently calling you every night without fail to vent my anger and frustrations and wanting to get something off my chest. yes, i am to be blamed for being so unreasonable.
i just want you to be a better person and a better friend. i am not typing this to flame you or bad mouth about you. i just want you to see the light on somethings that you are unable to picture. sometimes you have to think of what the other party is experiencing and try to understand what he or she is going through. i'm sorry if it makes you unhappy but this is the truth.
loads of homework to be completed.
dnt to research on.
and birthday to plan.
and not forgetting that i'm gonna be short of money to put it all in place.
its just so fucked up when you have to question people over and over again and yet they're answers are all the same. i don't know leh, mye around the corner, maybe parents don't let. c'mon how many freaking times have i asked you to ask your parents about it. but no, you just don't seem to want to ask them.
sometimes, it just really pisses me off when you continue to whine about how sucky your life is and how bad your studies are. well apparently, your attitude and mentality reflects your results. thats just a fact and secondly, i have my o levels this year. it only comes once in a lifetime. unlike you, you can repeat your sec 3 life over and over again until you're fully prepared for it. so don't come and talk to me about you failing 6 subs. by putting in the correct effort, your results can improve. but my o levels will never come again. so now i don't have to study and somehow the straight As will appear. is that it? just spare a thought about how other people are suffering and trying to not make the pain so unbearable while you just accepting that your life sucks :)
well, i am tired, of having to wait up for you just because you made a verbal agreement to call back. and what happens in the end? no call. i, too have very important things to do like for example sleeping. yes i really lack of it and focusing on my dnt. so please spare a thought for other people.
oh yes, and not forgetting. please process every thought before saying it out loud. you almost killed me by saying too much to people who shouldn't know. well, you often say things without thinking which results in suffering and resentment to the people around you.
yes, i may have made mistakes. like for example persistently calling you every night without fail to vent my anger and frustrations and wanting to get something off my chest. yes, i am to be blamed for being so unreasonable.
i just want you to be a better person and a better friend. i am not typing this to flame you or bad mouth about you. i just want you to see the light on somethings that you are unable to picture. sometimes you have to think of what the other party is experiencing and try to understand what he or she is going through. i'm sorry if it makes you unhappy but this is the truth.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:48 AM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, April 19, 2008
next week mye.
gahh, haven't even started revising.
don't even intend to.
i don't know whats happening to me.
i'm becoming an asshole seriously.
why is that so? i don't know.
but i just know one thing,
that things will never be the same.
after next week, i'm going to isolate myself in a corner.
me being alone would be a wise choice.
happy birthday mx!
gahh, haven't even started revising.
don't even intend to.
i don't know whats happening to me.
i'm becoming an asshole seriously.
why is that so? i don't know.
but i just know one thing,
that things will never be the same.
after next week, i'm going to isolate myself in a corner.
me being alone would be a wise choice.
happy birthday mx!
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:21 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, April 14, 2008
nothing much happened.
don't know what else to say.
i think it's time.
to let go and move on.
to never look back,
and move straight on.
you may not give a shit,
but i do.
and that is the saddest part.
hah, people may say being concerned is good.
but when that mere interest goes way beyond being concerned.
adverse impacts are formed.
don't know what else to say.
i think it's time.
to let go and move on.
to never look back,
and move straight on.
you may not give a shit,
but i do.
and that is the saddest part.
hah, people may say being concerned is good.
but when that mere interest goes way beyond being concerned.
adverse impacts are formed.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:53 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, April 10, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BI!!!!
brother from another mother!
gonna watch NC16 movie with him 2mr!
gosh 2day started badly,
woke up late cause slept late.
took a cab to skool.
thot i was on time so walked in.
suay suay kena late.
well, judaxil and adin booked me.
and met darren
so went to atrium together.
mr wong was pissed. wtf
then vent anger on ppl. gosh
started off with ms poh lesson.
gave us a 15 min pep talk.
i really have to start doing her homework and handing it up to her =/
then had SS. lol also have to start doing homework.
english oso. woah i damn slack sia.
during recess, met wc and he handed me a card.
thanks for the card :) don't worry i will always be there for you too.
copied physics and did a maths.
e maths sure fail le lar.
after skool straight away got chem rem. wtf
had around 55 mins of chem. after chem had to wait for sian pei and wu huan.
thanks for the slippers and excessive sweets :) i sure tio diabetes haha.
after that went home to charge hp.
woah i continuously sent smses for 16 mins.
thank you for the smses guys. though i never received it in the morn ;P
went home and changed then left home.
met han wen at the interchange and proceeded to white sands.
lol. ate at swensens. too bad some people cant join us. the food was good!
the people who came: quan feng, bryan, iris, iffah, zerlina, estee, jerrold, kok, sher, eugene, han wen, jing han and tuan bee.
quan feng ate 4meals that ghey.
AHHHHHH THE BLACK BOOK!!!!!
I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!
so hilarious! brought back many memories.
both happy and sad.
thank you all who wrote in the book. i'll never forget you guys.
ahhhhh. will miss you guys!
then after eating headed to a void deck to cut cake.
gosh. kena whack by cake. specs kena. walao
then did a backflip which made me injure my right foot.
overall, it was a great day!
thanks for the slipper and sweets, spsp anting wuhuan jj wei lin shelia rowena elena
card: judaxil
PENCILBOX/PSP HOLDER ROFL: MAPHAX!
cake: iffah
dinner: estee
chinese book, everyone.
BLACK BOOK! everyone! esp wc and YAH! LOL
TISSUE PAPER! everyone.
ahhhh it wouldnt be memorable without you guys
also i want to apologize to a certain someone.
if i made u feel awkard in any way i'm sorry.
thanks for the card :)
brother from another mother!
gonna watch NC16 movie with him 2mr!
gosh 2day started badly,
woke up late cause slept late.
took a cab to skool.
thot i was on time so walked in.
suay suay kena late.
well, judaxil and adin booked me.
and met darren
so went to atrium together.
mr wong was pissed. wtf
then vent anger on ppl. gosh
started off with ms poh lesson.
gave us a 15 min pep talk.
i really have to start doing her homework and handing it up to her =/
then had SS. lol also have to start doing homework.
english oso. woah i damn slack sia.
during recess, met wc and he handed me a card.
thanks for the card :) don't worry i will always be there for you too.
copied physics and did a maths.
e maths sure fail le lar.
after skool straight away got chem rem. wtf
had around 55 mins of chem. after chem had to wait for sian pei and wu huan.
thanks for the slippers and excessive sweets :) i sure tio diabetes haha.
after that went home to charge hp.
woah i continuously sent smses for 16 mins.
thank you for the smses guys. though i never received it in the morn ;P
went home and changed then left home.
met han wen at the interchange and proceeded to white sands.
lol. ate at swensens. too bad some people cant join us. the food was good!
the people who came: quan feng, bryan, iris, iffah, zerlina, estee, jerrold, kok, sher, eugene, han wen, jing han and tuan bee.
quan feng ate 4meals that ghey.
AHHHHHH THE BLACK BOOK!!!!!
I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!
so hilarious! brought back many memories.
both happy and sad.
thank you all who wrote in the book. i'll never forget you guys.
ahhhhh. will miss you guys!
then after eating headed to a void deck to cut cake.
gosh. kena whack by cake. specs kena. walao
then did a backflip which made me injure my right foot.
overall, it was a great day!
thanks for the slipper and sweets, spsp anting wuhuan jj wei lin shelia rowena elena
card: judaxil
PENCILBOX/PSP HOLDER ROFL: MAPHAX!
cake: iffah
dinner: estee
chinese book, everyone.
BLACK BOOK! everyone! esp wc and YAH! LOL
TISSUE PAPER! everyone.
ahhhh it wouldnt be memorable without you guys
also i want to apologize to a certain someone.
if i made u feel awkard in any way i'm sorry.
thanks for the card :)
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:56 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, April 07, 2008
tomorrow, the finale.
of a long, arduous journey of self-discovery
and the forging of many friendships and hatred.
its been 4 years since,
and now we're leaving.
though its been a very long time.
i still remember the first time i stepped into the avt.
the only person i knew was kok leong,
who was in the same class as me.
everyone else was a stranger who i have no clue about.
then slowly, after a year.
i began to get to know more and more people.
then, a new batch of sec ones came in,
i became a senior.
just thinking of that year brought back tons and tons of memories.
the "in" thing was basketball.
we would play till the late evening.
every weekend and holidays.
also, we watched the first ever teachers concert.
that was a blast.
sec 3, SYF year.
we worked hard and persevered on.
and managed to attain a gold with honours.
a first in dunman choir history.
it was a milestone.
following on that year,
we went to slokavia and cesky krumlov.
the worst trip, but i had alot of fun.
and so many things happened that were dear to me.
now, sec 4 and going on to jc.
in a blink of an eye. its 8th april.
the day the sec 4s step down.
the final concert, final performance.
the end of many great experiences.
though it would be the last time,
i have to see him. it saddens me that
my life would never be the same without it.
no more, hey lets go play pool.
or eh want go eat dinner?
so on and so forth.
instead it would be, eh going dnt?
or i got remedials and mock exams.
tomorrow would be the last time,
we'll go out together as a gang.
because after tomorrow.
it would be difficult to hang on to those bonds.
or more likely, ignorant.
the future looks bleak.
the end is inevitable.
we just have to learn to forget and move on.
just like how u have forgotten me.
but, no matter what.
even if you don't see this,
i just want you to know.
that i'll always be there
for you no matter what.
any assistance that you may acquire.
i will render my fullest effort to help you
no matter the circumstances.
but the sad fact is that,
you'd never ask.
of a long, arduous journey of self-discovery
and the forging of many friendships and hatred.
its been 4 years since,
and now we're leaving.
though its been a very long time.
i still remember the first time i stepped into the avt.
the only person i knew was kok leong,
who was in the same class as me.
everyone else was a stranger who i have no clue about.
then slowly, after a year.
i began to get to know more and more people.
then, a new batch of sec ones came in,
i became a senior.
just thinking of that year brought back tons and tons of memories.
the "in" thing was basketball.
we would play till the late evening.
every weekend and holidays.
also, we watched the first ever teachers concert.
that was a blast.
sec 3, SYF year.
we worked hard and persevered on.
and managed to attain a gold with honours.
a first in dunman choir history.
it was a milestone.
following on that year,
we went to slokavia and cesky krumlov.
the worst trip, but i had alot of fun.
and so many things happened that were dear to me.
now, sec 4 and going on to jc.
in a blink of an eye. its 8th april.
the day the sec 4s step down.
the final concert, final performance.
the end of many great experiences.
though it would be the last time,
i have to see him. it saddens me that
my life would never be the same without it.
no more, hey lets go play pool.
or eh want go eat dinner?
so on and so forth.
instead it would be, eh going dnt?
or i got remedials and mock exams.
tomorrow would be the last time,
we'll go out together as a gang.
because after tomorrow.
it would be difficult to hang on to those bonds.
or more likely, ignorant.
the future looks bleak.
the end is inevitable.
we just have to learn to forget and move on.
just like how u have forgotten me.
but, no matter what.
even if you don't see this,
i just want you to know.
that i'll always be there
for you no matter what.
any assistance that you may acquire.
i will render my fullest effort to help you
no matter the circumstances.
but the sad fact is that,
you'd never ask.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:33 PM
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities